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When the stars have all gone out, you'll still be burning so bright.
Monday, June 30, 2008


Close to you

We got through Monday's Monday! :D

Amidst much swearing, but still.

Tomorrow we'll have Tuesday's Monday, which is the same as today's Monday, but it will be nicer because...well, because it's Tuesday, after all.

"At the end of the day, faith is a funny thing. It turns up when you don't really expect it. It's like one day you realize that the fairy tale may be slightly different than you dreamed. The castle, well, it may not be a castle. And it's not so important happy ever after, just that it's happy right now. See once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you..and once in a while, people may even take your breath away."

And you had.

Love has no boundaries.

Rayne


Where dreams were made; 5:37 PM



Saturday, June 28, 2008



HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIING!!!!!

<3!

Sheena came over today, and we loaded her with things to return, including a huge thick coat and the bag that I brought to Wales. When all she requested for was just the theory books that I had....XD

AND she brought this gorgeous Shinh Tzu that Ah Ma bought for me (!!!!!!) which has such wonderful floppy ears. It is extremely lovely to cuddle, even if its face is just a tad squashed. By the side my mom laments that I have too much toys, but this doggy is just so adorable.

We played Monopoly - which made me filthy rich, even for an hour - and Dai Di, and she tried to teach us bridge which I somehow got, but we couldn't play it because we lacked another person. Amidst other things. She stayed only for two hours, which was a pity. ):

Rayne


Where dreams were made; 8:58 PM



Friday, June 27, 2008


It rises up like bile, and corrodes everything good.

And what do I say to a shadow whose face I'll dream of in my sleep?

music when the lights go out BAD WOLF says:
i don't want to grow old

And neither do I. But I need to grow up, and that's a different matter altogether.

I just...all I wanted today was to-

:/

Rayne

It's the night that weaves a spell around us and binds us so tight to the wheel that we can scarcely fly away. And it's in this tapestry of silence that dreams thrive and shadows grow...that we laugh and cry much more easily than usual...that we incline towards the silver lady in the sky and love grows in our hearts. The hour of poetry. Of tuneless melodies and wordless tales. Those who are caught in this enchantment can never be rid of it; we wear the cloth in abundance. We are shackled, yet we soar.


Where dreams were made; 11:09 PM



Thursday, June 26, 2008


And she'll carelessly cut you and laugh while you're bleedin'.

John Barrowman = Comfort-songs.

Incoherency levels rising. Abandon before too late.

Rayne


Where dreams were made; 10:20 PM






He whispered something in a low voice, and sighed about a year of sighs

I am always so captivated by you.

Drill drill drill. That's all I've been hearing in school. Sitting next to the window, the drilling really gets into my head, as though it's starting from somewhere deep in my brain, drilling out and out and out, drilling a hole through my skull...extracting fluids and my soul...it's not even a regular pattern! It's a stupid annoying noisy low irregular beat that makes us want to hurl hard unwanted items at them.

We could polish all our memories all we like, cut it to perfection, display it, speak nostalgically of it, but it would never form a semblance of what it was when it lived. In its facets holds all our emotions and love and young hearts, and it will shine. It will shine.

Experience is what you get when you didn't get what you wanted.

:D

Rayne


Where dreams were made; 4:37 PM



Wednesday, June 25, 2008


Defend it to the end.

GAH. Careless careless careless. I left my whole file in school, and all my homework's in there. D: It's not the first time happening... ><

But what astounds me most is the fact that I didn't even notice that my bag was lighter. Considering that my file weighs about the total weight of half of my bag, I actually happily carted my bag down to the room without even noticing a thing. Whoa. Something's wrong with my perception today.

I got a pretty ring today! :D Thank you so much, darling.

Love can never be an obligation. It just doesn't work. You can't make someone love or un-love something...the heart is ruthlessly truthful in that way.

Why why why. ):

Rayne


Where dreams were made; 7:43 PM



Tuesday, June 24, 2008



And who could blame her for refusing to wake up from her dream?


Where dreams were made; 9:10 PM



Monday, June 23, 2008


Then you said, "wait for me we'll fly the wind"

Saw Equine (Wan Ting) not once, but twice today. Can't fail to miss her. I think why I didn't really take notice of her height (except during photo taking) was because she blended in so nicely with the Welsh and Irish people - they are pretty tall too. But put her back in school and you can really notice her. She's so tall, she puts a whole new meaning to it. I wish I have a better word than that, though... It's very hard to describe people who are tall. All you can say is that they are....well, tall.

D:

If it's any help, she once walked into a small pole at the gate of the museum, because she was looking straight ahead and not at the floor. (I suspect that the pole was completely not within her eye's range of sight.)

I have watched two shows, one of which sent me to the brink of tears. The other one would have, too, but the last part ruined it all. I mean, she just popped out of nowhere and kissed the boy and then he floated back to the earth gently before staying still. (Wth????) And that ruined it. I was so confused and thought, "Alright. He died. That's it." And that was it. It spoilt it all!!!!! It would've been so much better if they've found him inside with a bit of the flashback, but none of her nonsense, perhaps just her staring from the wall, and end it there. But no, they had to have that kind of weird thing put in which does not make any sense at all.

Halfway through the show:

Rebek: What happened?
Jamie: She's blind. Their mother died.

What an...apt description.

Rayne


Where dreams were made; 4:58 PM



Saturday, June 21, 2008


Away, away and away.

And here's the terribly delayed post! Steel yourself for the onslaught of photos.

By the way, this post only covers Days 2-4. The first day doesn't count, because we were only at the Singapore Airport at 10+ and there wasn't really much to do there.



So, second day we arrived in Amsterdam Airport, just in time to catch the sunrise. It's amazing to think we were on the other side of the world a day ago....it still felt pretty surreal. It didn't quite sink in until we'd spent an hour wandering about the airport. (We had four hours to kill while waiting for the next plane.) My reaction time's a little slow...

Yup, the traditional Amsterdam souvenir. I promised myself that I would NOT buy clogs home, because it's just too cliched, but I almost gave in. They looked so adorable, especially this one, with the tulips growing out of it. They had real clogs too, which you could wear, but wouldn't it be rather painful...? It's not exactly the most comfortable footwear and material.


It caught our attention when we were on the travelator, and we started panicking, taking out our cameras and running backwards in order to get a good shot. We had to run back quite a few times, and it was pretty comical. Giam was the logical one; she calmly got off the travelator, walked to the front and took a pretty nice shot, while me and Brenda were still struggling with the travelator.





They had really pretty bouquets -real ones, not plastic ones- over there, even tulips, which I am not receptive towards. Whole rows and containers of them, in full bloom, sweet and alluring. I wish I could buy one of them!


Shona got a Milka cow pencilcase with chocolate inside, which she loved, and we had the fortune of eating yummy chocolate for a few nights.


They had a Van Gogh Museum!!!!!! And an art exhibition at the top. Lack of good photos, however, because we couldn't use flash.


...and then, we arrived in Wales!
They had beautiful vases of wild flowers in this shop that we stopped for lunch. I liked that. When I grow up and have a house of my own, I would plant enough flowers to put a stalk in every room.

And my house would be something like that - black and zig-zaggy. With a beautiful white horse in the foreground.

Dale Ford Field Center's dorm was warm and toasty. It took some getting used to, because I kept forgetting where the doors were and the toilets too. ^^;

Follow the red girl!

There she goes....

And there she goes again!
...that was Giam, by the way. And these are the stairs that lead to our room. Our room's underground!

Look at Wan Ting, snug as a bug in her covers! We both were the first to finish stuffing our quilts into their covers, so we sat on our beds (top bunk) amusing ourselves with the sight of the others vainly trying to stuff their covers.

Halfway into our waterproofs. :D It made us really warm, and the boots were fun to clomp around in. ..Until they got wet.
There were loads of seagulls overhead at Dale Ford. We could hear them calling all the time.

We begin our trek up the hill.




Outside the Grassholm Lab, still in our wellies. You can't really see it, but it was freezing up there; the wind is that strong. We usually run into the Lab with our hands numb and fingers icy cold.

Mr Cremona, Head of the field center, in the midst of teaching us how to go about our field work. He's a born teacher. I wish we had him in school, he's so funny and patient and natural with us. There's a certain structure to our lessons there, but he steers it so deftly that you can tell that he's not trying too hard to follow the programme, nor too slack to be completely off-topic.

I appreciate that you're having jet lag and you'll go to sleep, okay, but just try not to snore when you go to sleep. - Mr Cremona

And after that, we headed for the beach!

Treachrous, slippery, but oh-so-beautiful mossy stones.

The good thing about wellies is that you can jump into water without getting wet. Which was what most of us did...


...and fighting ruler battles.





The sky was stormy before, since it rained in the morning, but it lightened up afterwards. The lighthouse looks so alone there, overlooking the mighty sea.

Honeysuckle!


Beautiful dog (beagle, is it?) which didn't mind its picture taken.


Makes you wonder whether the bountiful clouds overhead were just smoke from the distant factories.

We went all the way there that day, where the lighthouse was. The walk was beautiful.

Foxglove!



That's where Dale Ford is! Right there, on the cliffs. It's built into it, actually. Mr Cremona told us that most of their vehicles don't last beyond two years; they are completely covered in rust.

Jessica and Kyung Tae at dinner.

And back to our absolutely messy but cozy dorm room. It's a kind of tradition for us to group around Wan Ting's laptop to see the photos she took and laugh over them. Not just laugh, but laugh hysterically. That kind of breathless laughter. Joy took videos of us laughing, and we were practically rolling on the floor. It doesn't help with the music that Wan Ting plays while looking at the photos...

Conwyn!

The first of Mr Evans' doodles. In case you can't read it, it says: the story of the tortoise and the hare. (The snail and an RGS girl!) (Evolution of speed)

And then below: And the winner is...RGS girl! Slow and steady wins the race! :D THE END.

Well it started out because we were heading back, and lingered to take many shots along the way. He turned and asked me what was snail in Chinese, and when I told him, shouted at the top of his voice, "WO NIU!" and ran down the slope calling all the way. And the next morning we entered the library to find...that.

Was amused. We had a good time laughing over it.

Shot of the sea from the window of the dorm, I think. It must've been about 9 plus...the sun sets around there.

Some of us had run out onto the carpark to try to watch the sunrise, but it was covered by clouds. It was pretty disappointing! Seeing as that was our second last night. Can't emphasize the wind enough...we tried to hide behind a car but it didn't quite work, so we gave up in the end. To console ourselves, we ventured down to the store to get some chocolate. Back in the dorm room Shona and I started discussing about the merits of Snickers and Mars Bars. :D

We had swallows nesting on top of the main buildings...they come back every year, Mr Cremona says. It's almost as though we were in a fairy tale. Swallows nesting! How amazing is that?

...and that completes the first part. Watch out for the next. :D

Rayne



Where dreams were made; 7:02 PM



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