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Tuesday, September 30, 2008


But once in my life...I was the king of the earth.

My voice is back!

Along with the cough, but at least I can talk now.

I've flown horses on the skies above
that aint enough for you my love
to fill these empty castles with ghosts
I've married devils to their history
stood where you would bury me
through a time of statues and rows


Strangely enough I can't remember listening to this song in the movie.


It's really sad how most of our teachers are not following us up next year, especially the ones who teach well. Tommy, Mr Evans, Mr Ganesh, Ms Goh (I think, but I really wish that she would follow us), Mr Ng. They were really patient and funny with us. They are really, the best teachers I have had in their various subjects.


And to think that we would have to adjust to new teachers with new personalities and teaching styles, and they would have to get used to our quirks and.....learning style. (D:) We might have Ms Picca, which isn't so bad. She's a good english teacher. But why do we only have to have her in the last two-half weeks of our school?


And then last week, we said goodbye to Mr Tan, and it just occurred to me how people are always so dynamic. All the various people who tap briefly on our doors and leave before we truly notice their presence or are able to reciprocate all the niceness that they had showed us for the brief period of time they visited, or just say a proper thank you.


But there you have it. Change. I remarked last year that I'm not exactly receptive to change. And she responded: you're just like a fish that's not receptive to water. (One of the most memorable quotes! < 3) But it's true. It's true, and this year has been a really trying year, with everybody changing and growing up. Sometimes when you take into perspective all the other things that happen, change is a good thing, the best thing that ever happened. Sometimes, to adapt and evolve and survive, change is just inevitable. Inevitable, crucial, and necessary.


But once in my life I was the king of the Earth
Once in my life
I was.

I'm grateful for all the occurences that I had in my life, however brief they were.

Rayne
(I really did not say 49.)


Where dreams were made; 8:26 PM



Monday, September 29, 2008



I can't concentrate!!!!

[c=#00E8A8]samantha[/c] says:
SZEMIN I KILLED MY ANKLE DAMN
it's on a strike

Rayne; You were what I wanted, I gave what I gave. says:
SEE LA NEVER TAKE CARE OF IT PROPERLY

[c=#00E8A8]samantha[/c] says:
it feels btw stiff, numb, excrutiating pain and oO
PLUS it's so funny feeling I can't control it

Julie's side:

Rayne; You were what I wanted, I gave what I gave. says:
anyway can you scold her D:
[Juliebuggy^1 = Juliebuggy] says:
haha ok

Sam's side:

Rayne; You were what I wanted, I gave what I gave. says:
YOU DON'T LET JULIE PIGGY BACK YOU

[c=#00E8A8]samantha[/c] says:
gosh you must say something in your funny voice

Rayne; You were what I wanted, I gave what I gave. says:
NO
SAM
or julie would say, STUPID SQUISH. oh dear haha I have that phrase stuck in my head!!!

[c=#00E8A8]samantha[/c] says:
why not -pout-
HAHA darnnnnn

Rayne; You were what I wanted, I gave what I gave. says:
oh dear it's ten!
never take care of your ankle!
and you are so UNREPENTANT
stop bothering about my stupid voice

[c=#00E8A8]samantha[/c] says:
BAHH it happens about thrice a year I'm used to it plus it's not like I'm running 10km anytime soon so it's okay

Julie's side:

[Juliebuggy^1 = Juliebuggy] says:
samantha says (22:07):
I can okayyyy
I can walk
straight
[Juliebuggy^1 = Juliebuggy] says:
she isnt listening

Sam's side:

Rayne; You were what I wanted, I gave what I gave. says:
and you can't walk straight. WALKING STRAIGHT DOES NOT MEAN THAT YOUR ANKLE IS FINE. now stop being unrepentant and be contrite to julie

[c=#00E8A8]samantha[/c] says:
what's contrite mean

Rayne; You were what I wanted, I gave what I gave. says:
LISTEN TO HER.

[c=#00E8A8]samantha[/c] says:
tell her I'm doing polar coordinates assignment

Rayne; You were what I wanted, I gave what I gave. says:
NOT THAT KIND!!!!
you know what I mean!

[c=#00E8A8]samantha[/c] says:
[Juliebuggy^1 = Juliebuggy] says:
leave it to the mute to do what she wants

Rayne; You were what I wanted, I gave what I gave. says:
JULIE YOU BISCUIT. D<

Julie's side:

[Juliebuggy^1 = Juliebuggy] says:
I'M NOT A BISCUIT! SEE MY DN... BUGGY NOT BISCUIT
Rayne; You were what I wanted, I gave what I gave. says:
ahahaha! A biscuit will always be a biscuit. BISCUIT NATURE DOES NOT CHANGE. A BISCUIT CANNOT CHANGE ITS CRUMBS.
[Juliebuggy^1 = Juliebuggy] says:
HMPH i am NOT a biscuit

Sam's side:

[c=#00E8A8]samantha[/c] says:
[Juliebuggy^1 = Juliebuggy] says:
stupid szemin
haha your name and szemin's name both got S!
haha
samantha says:
HAHA
SHUSH JULIE YOU BISCUIT
I shall call you that from now on

Julie's side:

Rayne; You were what I wanted, I gave what I gave. says:
oy I'm not stupid! D: That's sam! Don't link my stupidity with hers!
alright, whatever you say, biscuit. :D

[Juliebuggy^1 = Juliebuggy] says:
hmph
stupid squish + stupid szemin = stupid grp...
i just realised that the person who started the stupid julie biscuit thing also has a name starting with a S

Rayne; JULIE YOU BISCUIT. says:
o: who?

[Juliebuggy^1 = Juliebuggy] says:
samantha says (22:27):
I GET IT OMG JULIE PLEASE SMACK ME TOMORROW
[Juliebuggy^1 = Juliebuggy] says:
i shall whack her right ankle

Rayne; JULIE YOU BISCUIT. says:
you seem destined to cross swords with S people

[Juliebuggy^1 = Juliebuggy] says:
so she def cant try to walk (:

Rayne; JULIE YOU BISCUIT. says:
OKAY :D

[Juliebuggy^1 = Juliebuggy] says:
SHIING

Rayne; JULIE YOU BISCUIT. says:
but you have to piggy back her!
OH OH OH
<3!!!!!!!

[Juliebuggy^1 = Juliebuggy] says:
ARGH SHIING WENT 'brilliant'
part [C] shiying says (22:33):
TELL HER ONCE SHE GETS BACK HER VOICE, FIRST WORDS SHE MUST UTTER WILL BE "JULIE BISCUIT!" smile

YAY SHIING! :D

Rayne


Where dreams were made; 10:15 PM






QUIZ.

I'm putting off bio for just a while longer. o:

1. Spell your name without an A? Ryne Wong Sze Min? (YESYESYES I FINALLY GOT MY IC DONE TODAY. :D)

2. Are you single? Single what??? Single-celled? Single-eyed? Single-handed?

3. What's your favorite number? 16.

4. What's your favorite color[s]? Why do quizzes like to ask this question? Well I'm not sure, any colour that is appealing? I am partial towards forest green, sapphire blue, ruby red and emerald green though.

5. Least favorite color? Murky brown/green. The colour you get when you mix all of your left-over paints together.

6. What are you listening to? Always Getting Over You by Angela Ammons. I found it by sheer chance one day.

7. Are you happy with your life right now? I'm fine now, but it's liable to change.

8. What was/is your favorite subject in school? Oh I loved aesthetics when we still had it! Not D&T though, but the art and the cooking and the dance part. I used to love lit in sec one and the first half of sec two before I got demoralised. Right now it's history. :D

9. Do you shop at abercrombie? No.

10. Where do you wish you were right now? Several options. 1. Wales: dorm in Dale Fort Field Center or the pretty fields. 2. Ireland: fantastic hotel room in Dublin or dorm room in Enniskellen (CANNOT SPELL.) 3. Right here but doing something else like watching hanayoridango or reading or trying out photoshop. 4. Wherever you are. :D

11. What should you be doing right now? BIO.

12. Do you have a crush on anyone? DEFINE DEFINE DEFINE okay in your context yes, in my context no.

THE CANS:

13. Can you blow a bubble? YES. I love blowing bubble gum, although it keeps popping all over my face.

14. Can you touch your toes? When I bend my knees.

THE DIDS:

15. Did you ever want to be a doctor? Yup.

16. Do you like roller coasters? NOOO. D: Aha I remember a certain threat to drag me onto a roller coaster in sec one. I believed her. XD

17. Do you want to be a firefighter? No?

18. When was the last time you bought a clothing item? Hmmm, NPCC Sea shirt?

19. What was the last thing you drank? Water.

THE WHOS:

20. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? HAHAHA the lady from the photo shop asking me if I wanted it in a glossy or a matt finish.

21. Who was the last person to text you? Nancy.

22. What plans do you have for tonight? BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO BIO

23. Do you hate liars? No. I don't think it's really fair to say "hate" when it is such a strong word, and my dislike of lying is subject to change. Depending on the circumstances. In any case I don't think I can hate something which is part of me as well, not without going through the whole guilt trip.

24. Do you prefer "sensitive boys"or "tough guys"? WHY must there be a choice?? Why can't guys be both?

25 . Do you prefer blonde or darkhaired boys? No preferance?

26. What have you done in your past that you regret? Plenty.

27. Do you have a guy best friend? No.

28. What do you want to be when you grow up? I don't know. This question sounds like my parents.

29. Have you ever kissed two people in one night? No.

30. Did you ever have your heart broken? Maybe?

31. Have you ever wanted someone but you knew you couldn't? Yes yes yes.

32. How are things between you and your parents? We're okay. I love the word okay. It is so ambiguous.

33. Do you like your life? It isn't too bad. (:

34. What is your fave food? Hmm, right now? I guess I kind of want ramen from Ajisen.

35. What is your favorite love movie? Many, but the most recent one which I liked a lot is Wall E.

36. Who do you know always has your back? :D

37. Do you forgive or forget? Forgive. I don't forget easily.

38. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys? Girls.

39. Has anyone close passed away? Yeah.

40. Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head? ...So what else is new?

41. What color is your eyes? What colour ARE your eyes. Dark brown.

42. Have you ever had a good feeling about something and it turned out you were right? Sometimes, but rarely. My intuitions cannot be trusted!!!!!!!!!!!

43. Do you ever wish you were famous? Famous in the areas which i am proud of, yes.

44. Do you ever wish you were a boy? Yes. Sometimes. Being a girl just sets you up for heartbreak. But most of the time I like being a girl. It's fun, and you get to get away with loads of things. ;)

45. Do you ever hear a song that got stuck in your head? YES. TODAY. Which I could not sing because my voice left me. D:

Rayne


Where dreams were made; 8:02 PM






You were what I wanted, I gave what I gave.

Somehow my cough took flight in the middle of the night and left me - not entirely, but enough to leave me in peace - but decided to take my voice along for the trip as well.

So I had to go around in school today without talking. Tricia laughed at me (hurrr D<) when she found out that I'd lost my voice, and it was hard trying to talk in class, because I had to get Mak and Tricia to talk for me instead. I pointed at the board and Mr G pointed all over the place except for the word which I was trying to ask him about. And then the misinterpretations because of the "language" barrier between the speaking and the non-speaking (me) which were funny but frustrating.

And then Sam, who had an ankle injury from PE today, kept trying to make me say something instead of nursing her ankle. Julie got the phrase "stupid squish" stuck in my head because Sam kept trying to walk properly on her ankle, the stubborn girl.

In fact the only people who heard me say something were Jazzu, Giam, Gracey, JX, Jess and Julie. The Gs and Js. The first four were to test out my voice to determine if I should even talk at all, and Julie heard me croak out my order for lunch. I had to ask Jess something during History and had to speak one octave higher to avoid the huskiness and it came out really sickeningly sweet. She was enthralled. o: And Sam kept bugging me more after that.

Oh well, it was fun while it lasted. Though I eagerly await the day where they finally decide that they are not suited for each other and break up, so that my voice can come back to me. D:

Rayne


Where dreams were made; 7:29 PM



Sunday, September 28, 2008



Setting: Home.

Colour: BEAUTIFUL shade of evening sky.

Time: 6.57PM - whenever my eyelids are unable to prop themselves open.

Aim: Biology.

Default Setting: WTH every time encounters a new bio term/diagram/explanation/page.

Default Setting 2: COUGH.

Music: iTunes party shuffle.

Add-ons: Chewing gum.

Things Of Interest: -Nil-

OKAY. Ready, set, go.

Rayne


Where dreams were made; 6:57 PM



Thursday, September 25, 2008


But there's a danger in loving somebody too much,

And it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are,
Baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough.

I've been listening to this song for over a year. Still love it. And it still holds true.

You can name it something else and infuse in logic and common sense, give all the reasons and the symptoms and point out the differences and the case studies, but you can't change the way people feel. From Romeo and Juliet: A rose by any other name would smell as sweet. And so. You can't stop the way people think, nor the way they act. You cannot change the tumultous feelings, the struggle and the bittersweet pain. All the book could do was to point out how irrational and such a mistake this thing is, and people would comprehend. They would understand, could even list out and quote parts from the amazing, clear text in front of them, and they would still jump off the cliff anyway.

-

If someone had told me, a long time ago, that I would end up like this someday, I would've laughed right into their faces. Because I thought I knew myself better than anyone else did in this world. Well, apparently I didn't know myself enough back then, and even now.

Rayne


Where dreams were made; 4:09 PM



Tuesday, September 23, 2008


For the pursuit of Happiness.


Taken in Dublin, Ireland.

Maybe happiness didn't have to be about the big, sweeping circumstances, about having everything in your life in place. Maybe it was about stringing together a bunch of small pleasures. Wearing slippers and watching the Miss Universe contest. Eating a brownie with vanilla ice cream. Getting to level seven in Dragon Master and knowing there were twenty more levels to go.

Maybe happiness was just a matter of the little upticks- the traffic signal that said "Walk" the second you go there- and downticks- the itch tag at the back of your collar- that happened to every person in the course of the day. Maybe everybody had the same allotted measure of happiness within each day.

Maybe it didn't matter if you were a world-famous heartthrob or a painful geek. Maybe it didn't matter if your friend was possibly dying.

Maybe you just got through it. Maybe that was all you could ask for.

--Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants by Ann Brashares (from Mak's blog)



When you see your happiness plotted out on a graph before you, and you go over all the bumps, the ups and downs and the scraggly line in between, retracing it with a finger on your memories, somehow you understand. And somehow it doesn't feel so bad to be unhappy, not that much anymore.

Rayne


Where dreams were made; 9:30 PM



Monday, September 22, 2008



I don't know if you'd ever see this, but all the same

Thank you, Swetha. So much. I love you too. (:


Where dreams were made; 7:37 PM







I am SUCH a hopeless cause.

But, today. Surprise, surprise.



Classic moment during Chem. We were going through the paper, and there was this question:

Fruit juices and fizzy drinks such as lemonade are often sold in aluminium cans. What is the most important reason why aluminium is a suitable metal?

A. Aluminium can be recycled.
B. Aluminium is a sturdy yet malleable metal
C. Aluminium is the most abundant metal in the Earth's crust
D. Aluminium is resistant to corrosion by acids and water

And from the back El's hand shot up, and we all heard her say, distinctly, "But Ms Goh, isn't the question subjective?"

I can't remember what expression Ms Goh had but I can imagine. XD


And then CLE, which made me really wonder why. What am I doing wrong? So easy to push it to something else: screwed application, screwed year, screwed schedule. And yet, and yet. We have our own conscience and personal pride to sate.

It was pleasantly warm today, not in the stifling sense which persisted two weeks ago. There was the sun, and there was the wind. I was grateful for both. I could've dozed off against the warm brick pillar but I didn't, only that my handwriting transfigured into little black scrawly spiders marching in crooked lines across the paper.

Such difference. Such predictable difference.

Rayne


Where dreams were made; 7:13 PM



Sunday, September 21, 2008


Have you ever been alone in a crowded room when I'm here with you?

http://c-nozoic.blogspot.com/ >>Check out third post from the top (providing if she hadn't posted again), titled The Ultimate Evolution. Lynda why do you keep abridging your quotes?!

LOL the photo Lynda sent me which sparked off that convo was hilarious. JX laughed so hard in the midst of eating coated jelly beans.

So many things happened this week. I would've said that it was eventful, except that...well. You know. Clockwise moment cannot counteract the anti-clockwise moment. The structure was Unstable. (Still is.) I'm so proud of finally understanding moments in physics! :D With help from Yet Feng, my tution teacher, haha. In the midst of the exam I'm going to have her reasonable voice running through my head when I tackle the moments problem.

Yes, today's Sunday. And tomorrow will be Monday, all over again. I was asking Mak if it's better if we went round in routines or one neverending line, each day carrying a different title, each day wholly different from the next. Her answer was the same as mine. Well it wouldn't actually be plausible if we didn't have routines...I guess that's ingrained in us. Habits. People we want to see, day after day. It would be interesting, though. Which is why we get a mixture of both. And so we complain about the routines (the boring ones, like the timetable) and lament about the flowing of Time.

Just like that. This week's Monday would never be the same as tomorrow's Monday (thank goodness, I don't think I would want to go through this week ever again), and yet, similarities, a common trait which makes us all whine about the week ahead.

And so. I'm not letting on. (:

Robin Spielberg is so awesome. I seriously want to get her CD, but I can't find it anywhere. Improvisation on the Canon is amazing.

Rayne


Where dreams were made; 7:39 PM







They're back!





< 3!


Where dreams were made; 12:28 AM



Friday, September 12, 2008



It goes so deep. Deeper and more entangled than I'd ever imagined. This feeling won't last, I know, but it cultivates, and given the period of time...and yet, not a question of whether I will survive it, but how I'm going to survive it. I slept funny last night and woke up feeling all woozy. It seems to get worse every day...I think it accumulates. (I won't be surprised.) Funny how the slightest change makes everything else so different.

Must be nice to feel real.

Rayne

On the plus side, got free food today - gem biscuits (those with the yummy icing on top) during bio and oranges and eggs during physics. Mr Evans told us about how he loved this country and he's even got his own house, only it's not a house because it's not landed property but a condo, and then how it's not even the whole condo, he probably owns the bathroom and half the kitchen because of mortage. We were entertained. He predicted that we would have a sugar high during assembly because of all the icing that we were snuffling, but I wound up closing my eyes to listen to the speeches with my forehead pressed against Joong's back. Savoured half an egg after Ms Ning cut it with a knife to demonstrate pressure...somehow hard boiled eggs have such a distinct flavour of their own. Sam got into a mini-frenzy because some yolk fell into her pencil case when Ms Ning offered me the egg, because she is terribly adverse to eggs after boiling 50+ of them for her project. We refused to eat the last quarter of an orange, so she offered it to Ms Goh (we had chem after physics) who refused violently because she thought it terribly unhygenic. Ms Ning defiantly popped the whole quarter in her mouth and the orange skin widened her mouth into a maniac grin before she flew out of the class.

And this is life, every bit the physical meaning of the word.


Where dreams were made; 10:39 PM



Thursday, September 11, 2008


...kinda makes you wanna...break into song?



Yup. (:

Rayne



Where dreams were made; 10:37 PM



Tuesday, September 09, 2008



And when the broken hearted people living in the world agree,
There will be an answer. Let it be.


Simmering over it. It stings vaguely beneath the skin. This is really, really the worst. It's so ridiculously serious. The two parts of my reason are at war.

________? I don't know. If only there weren't school. Everything is SO much easier to deal with without school!

Who said that routines will make you feel normal? When you take the basic normality and the habit out of the routine, it turns so foreign, and yet everything else stays the same, only it feels as though your basic code has been altered down to its formula.

But. Respite. Okay, I understand, I'll take the rational advice.

Rayne


Where dreams were made; 10:25 PM



Monday, September 08, 2008


And who knows I might feel better, if I don't try and I don't hope.

It's so easy - too easy - to give in to the insubstantial. To build them up and make them my sanctum. How easy it is to live in the shadows, where you can manipulate them like playthings.

-

I wish he hadn't told us. I wish I didn't have to know just how monstrous mankind could be, or how relieved I felt that it didn't happen to me or to anyone I know. Because it was still happening, and it didn't really matter whether it was someone I recognise, because ultimately, we are still human. Someone else whom had her own family, who once had her dreams, her loves, her beliefs.

He painted the scene for us, and even if he didn't show it, I could imagine it. Not the full grotesqueness of it - no, that is something I am unable to comprehend, but enough. Enough to realise, and to be saddened, horrified, disgusted, angered all at once. I think "appalled" is an understatement. And yet there's nothing, nothing we can do. Outside there are real underpriviledged people to advocate for, real problems which escalated out of control because of policies gone wrong, and we're stuck here, trying to finish our project just for the grades. I'm not above that.

I read somewhere, not too long ago, that beauty makes people stop in their tracks to admire, but pain, and anger, truly leaves an indelible mark on souls. Sometimes beauty is just too elusive and etheral for us to grasp. But our human hearts understand pain, and recognises it for what it is, and that's what makes a painting, a photo so much more haunting, so much more really beautiful. Because we can identify.

Perhaps so, and perhaps not.

-

It's time to wake up. I've been far too indulgent with myself to the point of believing.

Rayne


Where dreams were made; 7:25 PM



Sunday, September 07, 2008


And so tell me -

Who won't love to feel alive?


Where dreams were made; 10:11 PM



Friday, September 05, 2008


Monday's child has learned to tie his bootlegs...

Yearbook 2006 is so funny! I'm currently scanning through it for inspiration and all the photos just bring back memories....the people and how much they've changed is just amazing. AND WHY IS ________ SO CUTE help me D: Not to say that she isn't cute now, but the magnitude of her cuteness is just so great then...oh dear haha I need HELP.

The Beatles make me laugh so much, except for Eleanor Rigby which is just really sad. Their songs and music are really cute. Eight Days A Week is so adorable! At least they're keeping me awake....it's so tiresome to not be able to fall asleep because if you get caught at it they make you stand up. I don't think they realised that we can also fall asleep on our feet as well? The ingenuity of today's generation...seizing every opportunity....to sleep, of course! It does work pretty well, just for a few seconds of blissful oblivion.

The mushrooms are out again! :D Near my house anyway. OH when we went back to PEPS WenJing and I saw this whole cluster growing in the school yard - small and blooming profusely, almost like wildflowers. They looked like a cloud. I can't decide which ones I like better - the tiny ones that persist in huddling together, or the big ones that grow at such a profuse rate that their caps curl up before they can straighten them out...

I've been writing a lot of rubbish down on paper (ACK ><) for the lack of nonsensical talk and intense boredom coupled with trying to combat sleep these past two days. I look at the things I've spewed out on paper and I cringe. Including that piece of lined A4 paper I rambled on in order to keep myself awake. (I'm so sorry when you receive it...I think it'll be terribly stupid and will corrupt your brain. D:) And now I have to straighten out my brain to get it working properly again, or I'll never get anything done.

Nights are amazing - I never seem to get anything done during the day, so the minimial that I do during the night makes me feel so accomplished. Not. Okay still in rubbish-mode...

My dreams are DISTURBING. They are such intruders..I feel like a voyeur on my own soul if not for the fact that it does seem awfully real. Not that I mind though...

Rayne


Where dreams were made; 12:10 AM



Wednesday, September 03, 2008



Never. Again.

Not going to say more, because Misery grows and feeds on itself, and we won't want to ruin tomorrow would we, since we're going to do it all over again. Oh, joy.

I'll say this though: it's such a waste of good weather - yes I do mean the rain - because I had to shield my uniform to avoid getting it wet and so was not able to enjoy myself properly, squelchy shoes and all. It's such a pity. I was such in a rainy mood, too.

Rayne


Where dreams were made; 8:11 PM



Monday, September 01, 2008


Love is a many splendored thing

And now the purple dusk of twilight time
Steals across the meadows of my heart
High up in the sky the little stars climb
Always reminding me that we're apart

Am listening to Nat King Cole. There's a certain charm in the way that he sings, and the words...they are devoid of guile, straightforward in its love, and sweet. Extremely so.

You wander down the lane and far away
Leaving me a song that will not die
Love is now the stardust of yesterday
The music of the years gone by

Even the heartbroken ones possess none of the anger and hatred and angst of today's songs....it is resigned, sad, regretful. Accepting. Letting go. They are beautiful.

Sometimes I wonder why I spend
The lonely night dreaming of a song
The melody haunts my reverie
And I am once again with you
When our love was new
And each kiss an inspiration
But that was long ago
Now my consolation
Is in the stardust of a song

They make such good love notes. Not that I've tried though.


Beside a garden wall
When stars are bright
You are in my arms
The nightingale tells his fairy tale
of paradise where roses grew
Though I dream in vain
In my heart it will remain
My stardust melody
The memory of love's refrain


Where dreams were made; 11:59 PM



;Heartsong

Yiruma - Beloved

;Me
Rayne
16 September
Femme
ex PEPS-sian | ex RGPS-er
Rafflesian | Bucklean
112'06; 211'07; 313'08; 413'09
OM DivIIProblem5'07 | NPCC Sea batch'09 vice-chair
Christian
Daydreamer

;Saati(s)
Sarah
<33 = {Vivienne, Swetha}
Muni | Gracey
JX
Nonsayy

;Sayings



History: 08/01/2006 - 09/01/2006 09/01/2006 - 10/01/2006 10/01/2006 - 11/01/2006 11/01/2006 - 12/01/2006 12/01/2006 - 01/01/2007 01/01/2007 - 02/01/2007 02/01/2007 - 03/01/2007 03/01/2007 - 04/01/2007 04/01/2007 - 05/01/2007 05/01/2007 - 06/01/2007 06/01/2007 - 07/01/2007 07/01/2007 - 08/01/2007 08/01/2007 - 09/01/2007 09/01/2007 - 10/01/2007 10/01/2007 - 11/01/2007 11/01/2007 - 12/01/2007 12/01/2007 - 01/01/2008 01/01/2008 - 02/01/2008 02/01/2008 - 03/01/2008 03/01/2008 - 04/01/2008 04/01/2008 - 05/01/2008 05/01/2008 - 06/01/2008 06/01/2008 - 07/01/2008 07/01/2008 - 08/01/2008 08/01/2008 - 09/01/2008 09/01/2008 - 10/01/2008 10/01/2008 - 11/01/2008 11/01/2008 - 12/01/2008 12/01/2008 - 01/01/2009 01/01/2009 - 02/01/2009 02/01/2009 - 03/01/2009


;Darlinks
The Other Loved One
Rayne&Sarah
LJ

Family
Alvin
Sheena

OMers
Ankita
Anni
Florence
Hui Qing
Jing Xuan ONE
Jing Xuan TWO
Kristy
MinYee

112ers
112
Chloe
Debby
Gracey
Lisa
Mandi
Miin
Muni

CCA
NPCC Sea

211ers
211
Dora
Mish
Shona
Ying Yue

313/413ers
HA you have no idea how good it is to type that!
Angie
Darrell
Giam
Jazzo
Kat
Lishan
MakXW
Pearlyn
Sam
Shi Ying
Shu Qin
Tricia

PEPSers
Angelica
Cherry
Lu Chang
Noelle
Sandra
Vanessa
Yan Qing

Act 3 Cast
Act 3 Cast
Adeline
Dominic
Johanna
Karyen
Lee Ning
Nien Yuan
Rachael
Si Han
Wan Hui
Xavier
Yin Ling
Zann

Others
Andrea
Chun Zi/June
Cynthia
Equine
Karen
Nellie
Wen Yan
Yi Ting

;Credits
the designer is inkSPLASH, the original image is taken from here. Brushes used are from swimchick and streetcarcircus.